Friday, March 30, 2007

been too lazy to blog.. nth much to write too..

had emerge preliminary last sat on the 24th.. got into finals with the other 2 teams.. hmmm.. aim to get first. YESH!! we can do it.. believe and we can do it. was veri hot that day.. not in the mood to play cos had to wait quite sometime. hmm.. had a small dispute of the last yr champ 3on3 bball. in the end, everything was settled.had shocks on that day.. was laughing throughout.. haha.. fun, hot and tired. aft tt went to eat prata den back to east side. took 67 but was hot and stuffy at the back.. nvm.. was lucky there was seat halfway.

reached bedok inter den went to haf a drink b4 leaving. so refreshing.. regretted not gg there eat. so many delicious food.. yum yum.. den off to jun's hse to bathe cos she scared i'll b late for svc.. we reach there a few mins early.. phew..!! sl attended too.. hapi.. aft svc had choir prac. ended early if not i'll fall aslp. full dress rehearsal on 30th..gotta buy the clothes..

tuesday
celebrated emily's bday. off we went to airport's fish and co. the food there not bad. haha.. again we are like the limelight of the place. nvm.. we chat, eat and joke.. it seems like we can never chat finish.. too much to catch up. hee.. reached hm at 10 plus.. bathe, online den off to bed..

the next day, was prepared to wrk but agent say enuff ppl le. haix.. jux 1 extra day and its not even left for me..

thurs
went for lunch and went searching ard for the clothes.. couldn't find any nice de. hmmm.. reach expo for pm on the time. ended at 10plus.. wow.. a great one!!

gonna rest as much as i can todae.. haf to travel to jurong west ltr. hope there's someone who is willing to acc me to look for the clothes.. hard.. shall end here.. update soon.. =)

Sunday, March 18, 2007

been too busy too blog.. hmmm..
had not been workin much.. busy gg out, spending money.. ending up onli workin 2 days for e first half mth. which means onli 132 dollars. haix.. if onli i haf a rich bf. haha.. lolx. nid to get back to wrk le. spending and not earning is terrible..

slp quite a lot wen did not wrk. wen i went back wrk was told to fold box on 1st day.. hand so pain.. ouch.. jux had to bear wit it no matter how. no other job wit gud pay, had to eat on my own too! try to engage more in church stuff but was quite tired sometimes.. took part in benny hinn choir.. didn reali noe my singing was quite bad. oops.. haha.. was quite alone for e first practise. lucky for ting2 frm cat's cg.. 2nd prac nv go cos too tired le.. char say next prac on mus go.. dun wori will de.. wanna haf my bs too.. hwee ying jia you!!

joined bball 3on3 for emerge.. dunno gt captains ball for mi ma.. haha.. hope its not e same as last yr.. tis yr will b a greater yr.. yeah..!! hmmm.. jux celebrate su bday on e past tues(13th march). went to eat at airport swensens.. had an enjoyable dinner, saw mrs hua, took quite a lot of pics and went to e viewing mall. haha.. we look as if its our first tym gg airport. chat abt gg overseas tgt. hope we can go tgt.. believe and we will move towards it. yeah.. haha..

hmmm.. emi's bday coming.. gotta plan le. haha.. go haf our own place agn. shall decide asap and inform e rest. e nite we spend tgt was short.. gonna check more abt e trip and update wit e rest. haha..

c u all soon.. take care.. =)

Friday, March 2, 2007

did i not reali let go of him wen i say so?
is he still in my heart?
i guess so.. he will haf a special place in mie..
hw do u define let go?
hw to noe whether haf u let go tt person?
am i reali a person who dunno hw to tink?
do i judge myself or i allow others to?
been questioning myself many times..
its not tt i dun wanna let go.
even though i dun lik him le, he still haf a place in mie..
if i start to tink, my tears will flow lik river..
hard to find someone to turn to..
many things happening ard mi..
m i jux putting up a brave front in front of my fren?
no matter hw strong a person is, dere will always b a weak side..
happiness is not cos of oneself but cos to hide e troubles..
hide or escape? speechless..
who can answer my doubt.?
simple and peaceful life is wat all i wish for..
im slowly letting go everything and to start my life anew..
to haf a better life and not to regret in da future..