Saturday, April 21, 2007

been too lazy to blog.. haha..
hmm.. easter was great. went for 3 out of 5 services. drama was nice too. the songs are touching.. it worth to be watching but at the last svc was quite tired tt i almost fall aslp. aft last svc, went for lunch den off to tm to look for top to serve in BH's choir the following week.

meet up wit su, sock and nan watch movie on the mon. 9th.. watch 'the reaping'.. was quite nice. theatre filled wit sock's scream. haha.. a enjoyable show. hmmm.. by the time show end, time to go hm.. again they alight and im alone all the way back hm. hee..

thurs
meet up wit S and E.. celebrate E de belated bday. as usual meet up at aljunied mrt den as usual late. haha.. reach town at 2 plus and was drizzling.. dey had umbrella but mine spoil so got to share.. went to haf lunch at chicago den off to sing k-box. dine at BK for dinner den went hm.. reach hm quite early tt day. haha.. we are good girl. =)

next day, went to apply for job at town. write application form den off to far east to eat.. aft that off to parkway to shop den walk hm. gud form of exercise eh? hehe..

saturday
its a wonderful weekend of the yr.. meet nan to buy top for the event den off to SIS to report. reach there at ard 415 den mark attandance and off we go in the stadium.. had rehearsal den start sve at the exact time. in the middle, Benny Hinn arrive and join the choir to sing.. wow.. wonderful. choir was blessed several time and 3 quarter of the stadium is blessed too. svc ended at close to 11. off hm to rest and serving agn the next day.. meet nan and ana den cab there frm kallang mrt. late for 15 mins agn.. meet su on the way but she's waiting for fren so nv go wit us. svc start at 4 todae and we choir had to put make-up.. mine was light and ana help to touch up.. BUT, quite thick to mi ar.. haha.. nvm.. aft tt off to eat at inter wit su, nan and jun. a quick meal as its late and was tired. su and jun had sch the next day too..

tis week, manage to wrk for the first day on thurs.. weather been hot recently. nvm.. means more bubble baths.. as usual, svc on sat and its pastor derek. haf cg on sun and maths tuition.. oh my, haven start on algebra.. so kan chiong lo. haha..

shall update asap. gotta go. sheers.. =)

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Thursday, April 5, 2007

hmmm.. been stayin hm tis few days. din manage to wrk much cos wen im free, there's no wrk and wen im not free there's wrk waiting for mi. haix..its like rotting at hm. but nvm, i haf my own tym to study for o that i retake.. gotta plan my time well and study hard.. there's onli 6 more mths to go.. o starts at oct tis yr.. ppl've been askin mi.. wher do i wanna go aft tt? wat i wanna do in e future? but i dunno. i realize i dun haf a goal or dream. wat can one do when he or she dosen haf a goal/dream? i hope to know as time past so i can plan my future. i jux wish to haf a better flat, have a better life wit my family.. they're aren't any younger.

went for qing ming todae.. wanted to rest hm but decided to go wit my parents and aunt. was so crowded and hot there. saw mum red eyes when she was praying to ah ma.. feel like crying too. but i cant.. gotta be strong and protect her. sometimes i feel as thou im gonna explode/ breakdown anytime.. keepin everything and not letting out. wanna find someone to talk but dunno how to start or who to talk.. mayb i dun wan someone to share my burden.. lik wen ppl are busy and haf their own troubles.. dun wan to trouble them too..

did let out some of my sorrows but not all so i guess i have to choose e other way. wanna concentrate on my o and my fees at e moment..

easter service is starting tml all the way till sunday.. hope that my frens will come. yup.. so thats all. will update aft easter.

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