Thursday, May 22, 2008

just had a busy 2 days(tues,wed) at work without my partner. many things to do. do her things and my things too.. din even do my own stuff on tues. work till 7 plus then manage to only cut open the envelopes of the mail i need to key in. tired.. next week is gonna be my last week at work if the replacement come. i need rest man.. a little stress sometimes, worn out after work, cant go anywhere after work. tired..

i feel that i had become to another person.. more straight forward than before. is that good or bad? if you haf a good fren, you do wish he/she to be happy always. not thinking of the unhappiness.. frens are there to help you forget the problem. so im thankful for all the fren that i haf. =) im afraid that im not the fren that they can count on. i cant really help them when they're in need, dun really understand them.. dunno how to give advise or console. i can only listen and ask then not to think too much.. people are not perfect so we need to go through trials/obstacles to be able to grow to a more mature person..

when listening to worship song, few verse came to me..
Ps 91:2-I will say of the Lord,'He is my refuge and fortress; My God, in Him i will trust."
Vrs 9-11-->Because you have made the Lord, who is my refuge, Even the Most High, your dwelling place, No evil shall befall you, Nor shall any plague come near your dwelling; for He shall give His angels charge over you, To keep you in all your ways.

Lord, please guide me..

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

sometimes people dunno what to do.. stucked and confused.. but they dun want to clear their doubt. why is that so? do they just hope that the solution or answer will fall from the sky? it never will. just ask and it can be clear.. yes people will scold you but they just want everything to turn out fine. but remember that no one is perfect!

i've been thinking.. if one day i drift away, let me be out to the world for a while. i may need to see the outside world and also to take a break at the same time.. aft awhile, i'll be back. if i'm stuck outside the sea with only a life jacket, let me swim on my own. i may rely on you too much if you keep coming to my rescue..

independent is something i hope i can be. sometimes i just cant stand lonely, need people to accompany me wherever i go, need people by my side to add noise into my life..(thats why people around me are always entertaining me) but somehow i can entertain people too. in the past, i dun even talk much..(improved)

knowing more is also one thing i want, more knowledge about the world, society, the people around me. people around me are always changing.. i should also change, not for the people around me but for myself and for the better but still the hweeying that people know. =)

Thursday, May 15, 2008

hello.. not been updating for quite sometime.. lazy and tired..

finally i haf something to write. just came back frm my holi at tioman.. went there with su, ana and annie. nice scenery and food over there.. sun-tanning over there. haha.. but i din got sunburn. my fren got burnt till red but onli my face is red. lolx..

had an adventurous trip.. went snorkelling and there's no lifeguard.. its swim at our own risk. lolx.. our days are so full and busy. bought things wherever we went to. haha.. more bags to carry back. thot our things will be lighter but end up more things.. a fruitful trip man. =) enjoyed the trip, got sunburn and now my face is still red.. oh man..

im so not looking forward to work. I WANT MORE HOLIDAY!! nvm.. i shall work then haf money to go holi. hope that everything will go well.. find a good pay job and be able to get back to studies soon.. working is so tiring.

im going back to my working life.. then haf a good weekend. =)