Thursday, December 27, 2007

decided to blog after for like 1 month plus.. been quite busy and lazy to write long entries. dunno what to blog too. hmmm..

been thinking alot recently.. thinking whether what have i achieve so far? what have i done to help the ppl ard me? and what kind of friend i am? im so curious about the last qn. i tink im ok with everyone but not having a real close fren.. not quarreling with fren can be a problem too.

went back sch for trg today and din play well when we're playing 5 on 5 with the B gals.. i just don't seem to be able to concentrate and miss many ball. im just so disappointed with myself la.train longer than junior but skill is not better than them.. even passing and receiving ball oso fail. *sigh* tink jia they oso quite pissed off.. i oso angry with myself. think im not suitable to play bball ba..

although we meet thru bball and we are in the same church, somehow i tink we are not veri close.. we know each other thru bball and din reali build up the friendship frm start. so with the age and oso frm wher we are studying, we have difficulty making the bond stronger..most of them like to keep things in their heart. and im oso thinking, is the bond strong enuff to withstand the problem given to us? just don't tink too much..

we are like going our own ways after sec sch.. afterall bball link us tgt. aft we graduate, our meetups are lesser and lesser.. friendship getting stronger and stronger? hmmm.. just let all be answered to me thru the Lord..

i shall be more faithful and be more open to You