Sunday, January 20, 2008

hmmm.. finally find the energy to blog.. everything is ok this 2 week.

will be planning something something for new year.. hse visitation or movies.. need to further discuss.. hope tt we can celebrate it happily with each other. first time aft we know each other so long.. haha.. so excited. even if we dun haf time to go hse to hse we still can catch a movie or find a place to chill. we always haf never ending things to talk.. haha..

im so happy to be bless with good colleague.. i dun feel well on fri and i ask ard for some pills but nobody haf. and one of my colleague actually go down to the shop to help me buy. so touched! the pill reali help alot. make me feel so much better.. thanks.

message that char share on friday for cg was self-eseteem.. two question make me in deep thoughts. 'do you love yourself?', 'do you know your talents and weakness?'. i know that everyone is not perfect and there's bound to haf a weakness in each of us. talent is to be discover as u try new things as you walk down the road.. mayb my talent is not on the outward and not yet shown.. but 'love myself'.. hmmm.. i nid to think of reasons..

thinking is all i can do.. day is coming nearer and nearer..
faster come and let me know the truth..

Thursday, January 3, 2008

hmmm..
was at su's blog before i decide to blog mine. tink its quite sad for us not to be open with each other. can i like ask isit cos of the temper that each of us have? or all onli wan to share the good and not the bad? but why not share everything and lessen ur burden? actually im oso not veri open to all.. but i told few ppl.. been asking quite alot of questions lately. so su and jia say i naggy. lolx..

do what we say will come true? the holi and living tgt? its lik the group is getting smaller.. we are lik dragging and dragging. doing things last min.. we spend our last week of 2007 tgt. its fun and lote of joy.. but why do we onli share joy and not sadness and anger? atmosphere not right? mayb we shud have a heart-to-heart session? 2 or 3 share and the rest will open up i guess. have more faith and trust in frens.. frens can oso share burden..

the bbq was a sucess.. thanks to annie for the hse, thanks to ana and jia for gg to buy the stuff tgt, thank su for planning tgt, thank sock for the fish and sotong and thanks the rest for turning up to finish the food. =) im lik sitting there not doing anything lo. just plan and give money.. lik a 'tai tai'. lolx.. just hope i can be more of a help to ppl than a hindrance.

so frens, if u happen to read this post. do help to build the friendship up. if not when the hope is there and if the future we say dun come true.. disappointment is the biggest.. 'qi wang yue da, shi wang yue da'.. onli empty promises are there.. so why not build up the frenship stonger tgt.. =)

you guys brighten up my life.. mayb u all nv see me lose my temper before but i do haf my angry moments.. smile is all what we see.. sadness are kept in the heart. dun be.. share all so ppl will noe more abt you. don't let ur fren say dunno when ppl ask ur fren abt you.. =)