Thursday, April 5, 2007

hmmm.. been stayin hm tis few days. din manage to wrk much cos wen im free, there's no wrk and wen im not free there's wrk waiting for mi. haix..its like rotting at hm. but nvm, i haf my own tym to study for o that i retake.. gotta plan my time well and study hard.. there's onli 6 more mths to go.. o starts at oct tis yr.. ppl've been askin mi.. wher do i wanna go aft tt? wat i wanna do in e future? but i dunno. i realize i dun haf a goal or dream. wat can one do when he or she dosen haf a goal/dream? i hope to know as time past so i can plan my future. i jux wish to haf a better flat, have a better life wit my family.. they're aren't any younger.

went for qing ming todae.. wanted to rest hm but decided to go wit my parents and aunt. was so crowded and hot there. saw mum red eyes when she was praying to ah ma.. feel like crying too. but i cant.. gotta be strong and protect her. sometimes i feel as thou im gonna explode/ breakdown anytime.. keepin everything and not letting out. wanna find someone to talk but dunno how to start or who to talk.. mayb i dun wan someone to share my burden.. lik wen ppl are busy and haf their own troubles.. dun wan to trouble them too..

did let out some of my sorrows but not all so i guess i have to choose e other way. wanna concentrate on my o and my fees at e moment..

easter service is starting tml all the way till sunday.. hope that my frens will come. yup.. so thats all. will update aft easter.