Monday, October 1, 2007

30 sept 2007 (sunday)
yest is the last cg meeting for E264.. no words can describe how sad we are. its lik a family wher all the members are gg to different place to work.. the atmosphere was not lik before as charlotte was talking to us. at the end of the meeting she was thanking us.. my tears jux fell. its so sad to part after being tgt for years.. why must we be seperated when we are starting to get closer and closer? is tis a sign for us to cherish each other before we go diff cg? although the few of us will still be wit char, the cg will not be the same. we will haf a new start, build a new cg.. we agree to meet up(for crabs) although we are seperated. meet xy to shop and meet fran to fellowship. i guess i cry the most.. cos i feel my eyes was swollen aft all tt.

we will be gg to diff cg tis week.. experience a new change. we might not meet up as often or not as close as before but we will try to meet up no matter what! when fran told us abt the card, i had lots of things to write to char. but when i see the card, i jux don't know what to write. its lik no words could describe how i feel.. i'm so touched for wat charlotte has done and that she's always there to help to solve our prob no matter how hard or complicated it is. although we come frm different background, the friendship is keeping us gg..

hmmm.. tink we'll be multiplying agn in dec. hope e 5 of us wun be seperated? can? im jux quite emo.. hope i'll be stronger and not cry so easily. sometimes i feel lik crying when i see ppl cry. oh man..

on sat when we are eating, we was chatting bout some stuff. then mr coke was lik asking 'if we all say no to the change, can we remain as E264'? how i wish.. but, we got to look forward. its smth that God has plan for us.

I WANNA BE STRONGER.. HAVE MORE CONFIDENCE AND BE MORE SPIRITUALLY MATURE.

*no matter how strong a person is, you will still need someone by your side to guide you..