Friday, August 22, 2008

hmmm.. wed bs was great! talking about 7 different kind of faith. i believe its a word for many people present there.. was so tired when i went bs. thank god i can concentrate but i cant remember the moment bs was over.. guess im too tired le.there's a sentence that have been heard a few times and during bs, it was mention again.. he says 'don't focus on the storms in your life'. if you keep thinking about the problem, it won't give you a solution. it will make you think more.. as we grow, we face more trials and overcoming all that will make us realize things in out life. it'll that make us grow more mature, more stronger and more independent in the way we do things. we won't rely much on people..

start my new job on mon. was so excited about it and was also anxious that i won't be able to cope.. but, so far all i do was to read their procedures and their necessary information. and i got to admit that i doze off while reading.. man, eyes is so tired looking through those pages after pages of words and information.. and i always struggle to open my eyes! haix. had known quite a few people at workplace and they're quite friendly and nice.. although they're more mature, but i know there's always topic to talk about. =) was so tired at work. was glad to have people chatting with me.

been feeling so tired lately. im not use to waking up early and travelling to tp and squeezing with people on the train. do hope that i can faster go to the branch im attached to so i got straight bus and don't need change to train..

hmmm.. been quite tired recently. don't have the energy to think of anything.. can i like just move back a few steps to rest at a shelter i just past and continue the journey after a rest. i dunno but this is something that im giving myself. i give myself too little rest and always busy.. so i'll feel so tired and wanna have a rest.

please, let me have a destination so i can move on and not to stand at the original place nor move back to have a rest.. tell me i'll able to have a long rest after the long journey is over.... i'll leave my cares onto yours hands. Your're my refuge, my shelter, my healer and strength..