Tuesday, August 26, 2008

sadness
hmmm.. decide to blog. was having feelings i dun like just now.. i din go work last fri and sat. head and back was so pain on fri that i lie on bed for most of the day.. and i din go see doc. then this mon when i went back work, hr and few ppl ask.. so i said i never go see doc. partly was cause i dun hav the money to see doc.. normally, ppl will say cause cant get out of bed or seriously sick.. but i dunno why i just say i no money. its like i just couldn't care about my face.. to other colleague, they seem ok. but the manager that im under, he asked me aft work and i just say out i dun hav money. and he lik ask what abt ur parents? i feel lik telling him if got money i sure go see. but i dunno.. and wat he reply i feel lik shouting out. he said:'no i don't believe'. what the! but suddenly i got a feel of not bothering abt him. a sentence came to my mind. 'if the manager don't believe its ok. ur Father believes!'

i hope i'll faster get to another branch or i'll leave that job soon. too costly for bus and train.. hard to cover the cost now. i'll not bother abt that man and just do my work.. he'll be just an invisible person to me from now on. i just dunno how i can talk to him.. do hope that i'll hav the rest of the week in happiness and peace.

jiayou everyone. its the exam season now.. it may be late for some of you but do enjoy your coming holis and all the best for your results! =)

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